Jennifer Lawrence new photoshoot outtakes by Mary Ellen Matthews [2013]
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Source: thebeautyofsolitude
If only I could answer all of the questions you want the answers to…
No, I, in fact, am not okay.
No, I do not want to talk to you.
No, I do not want to discuss that I am bad at school.
Yes, I am aware I am bad at school.
Yes, I do know my grades.
Yes, I do know I need to fix it.
No, I, in fact, do not know how to change.
Yes, if I knew how to change, I would.
No, the teacher does not teach even if you continue to believe so.
No, I would not like to talk about the fact that I slept too long today.
No, I still do not want to talk about/relating to me sleeping too long today.
Yes, I will come up with another way to be on time.
Yes, my activities were fine.
Yes, I was bored at school today.
No, I do not have a lot of homework.
Yes, I know you want me to do other things
Yes, I am upset with you because I can’t have friends.
No, I have no idea about college.
No, I do not know what I want to do when I grow up.
Yes, yes I do still want do that, however, colleges can’t be like oh she likes this but she’s really bad, so we can accept her here.
No, I do not want your help.
Yes, I know I cry a lot.
Yes, I know that it is quote common.
Yes, I have thought that maybe I have a psychological problem.
No, the reasons I cry aren’t the only reasons that make me cry.
Yes, there are, indeed, other reasons I cry.
Yes, I have a lot of things to cry about.
Yes, I have thought about not being good enough.
Yes, I have thought about suicide.
No, I have not done anything that has brought me close to suicide.
Yes, I do sit in my room because I don’t want to talk to you.
No, I do not want people to come over because I’m sick of being here.
Yes, I do believe you are the most hypocritical people I know.
Yes, I am tired because I at home with you.